Last night I had someone break down and start crying on the phone. She repeated that she wAnted to die . I think the main problem is that she has withdrawn from a lot of medication quite quickly; ADD mess as well as antianxiety drugs and the usual gamut of drugs that lot of Americans seem to take…in my experience they are either obsessed by wholefoods and wont even take a paracetamol or pill-munching.
My friend on the phone does have a realistic attitude but now no longer has health insurance so even the ADD stuff by itself is expensive.
I will finish this when I’ve had some sleep and recovered.
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