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Another stunner

maddman — Wed, 25 Nov 2009 06:12:30 +0000

Always a good idea to smile, love.

With this last piece of nastiness embarrasing me or attempting to embarass me in front of others I am now absolved of all guilt. I feel relaxed now about consigning the relationshipvto the dustbin. She has committed her last treacherous and disloyal act.

maddman — Tue, 24 Nov 2009 14:14:03 +0000

With this last piece of nastiness embarrasing me or attempting to embarass me in front of others I am now absolved of all guilt. I feel relaxed now about consigning the relationshipvto the dustbin. She has committed her last treacherous and disloyal act.
O used to feel obliged to her- guilty that she would be childless. Now I feel no obligation. It’s fallen like a lead shackle, a weight of guilty obligation has been lifted. She will think nothing of this latest episode – and will no doubt expect things to continue as normal . For me however it is the final vent on the temple curtain! I should be gratef to her-she has released me from any sense of duty.

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Protected: Today was too much and I wish I didn’t have round 2

maddman — Sun, 04 Oct 2009 13:15:41 +0000

Protected: Weird conversation with j

maddman — Sat, 19 Sep 2009 23:42:40 +0000

How clean is your house

maddman — Sun, 13 Sep 2009 14:13:56 +0000

Most people who appear on this are remarkably clean-looking. However, this week the skanky looking ho who turned up DJ Vicky Richardson actually matched her house perfectly. She is shown not to wash her hands and does admit to getting ‘the squits’… Yugh!

People were always surprised my house was so messy but at least it was relatively clean…

Protected: Stomach upset

maddman — Sat, 12 Sep 2009 22:19:12 +0000

New home and the first theft

maddman — Sat, 12 Sep 2009 22:16:16 +0000

I have been in my new home for 2 weeks. The shower is fantastic and that makes up for the mega small small bathroom and kitchen. The kitchen is tiny but has a great view of the garden complete with bumble bees etc.
Girlfriend insisted on putting little hod carrier outside in front garden patio. The next morning it had been stolen…
I’m pissed off because it’s so useful and I managed to hold onto it for 3 years. In fact in my orevious flat I didn’t have anything stolen in 5 years!
Some cunt of am estate agent put a ‘to let’ sign on the front wall which helped advertise maybe an empty property. Makes me feel shitty about the area – which is supposed to be one of the most expensive areas to live.

How I met your Mother

maddman — Fri, 11 Sep 2009 00:52:33 +0000

Lately I have been wondering about the stuff I don’t like and have never liked. I hate all he noise and constant unnecessary garble announcements on the tube. Is it only me?

Anyway, apparently not as David ‘Two Brains’ from the Tory party complained of the very same thing.

Tonight I watched ‘How I met your Mother’ and the theme was clubs suck. Yeah! At last, someone in popular culture agrees with what I’ve always thought. I like music, I even liked dancing, I just can’t stand the whole club thing. Noise, queuing for expensive drinks, trying to talk trying to meet new people, trying to get home etc etc (Nightbuses suck)

The Blackness is circling.

maddman — Wed, 09 Sep 2009 00:35:49 +0000

The Blackness is circling.
I had a drink tonight , only 1.5 bottles. However , long wait til get home and flat in grotty condition. Realising life hasn’t worked out .

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When there is no real hope. There seems to be no real hope for the future, just a matter of staving off depression as much as possible.

maddman — Mon, 07 Sep 2009 12:12:40 +0000

When there is no real hope.
There seems to be no real hope for the future, just a matter of staving off depression as much as possible.
Most of my career options have passed me by. My personal life doesn’t hold out much possibility for happiness. Age just makes things worse

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