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Entries from May 2009

Sunday, Sunday….

May 31, 2009 · Leave a Comment

Why are all these old BBC2 songs coming back to me now? My head seems to be full of them at the moment. I didn’t particularly like them at the time (even when I heard them for the first rime on BBc2 in my mother’s kitchen I think they were old…

Feel better today. An all-nighter last night watching various films. Bed at 6 o’clock and a bit of radio comedy which I find helps o ease me off. Wonder if this would have helped when I was at my worst?

Categories: Insomnia/Sleep hygiene

The return of the shit…

May 30, 2009 · Leave a Comment

Strated suffering again recently. Today I went to the river in Richmond. I ws OK until I went ti lay down and I suddenly felt dazed and confused with the feelings of confusion that used to accompany panic attacks. Didnt lead to full onpanic (it rarely does these dayas) I did have a beer earlier, just one low-strength 3.5% Carlsberg.

The feeling subsided after I got up and started reading a book. However this echoes depression warnings I’ve been experiencing recently.

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